Ken Rideout

Opioids like Oxycontin, Percocets, Fentanyl, like the stronger, the better.

And I would take them in the morning before I got to work.

I'd take them at lunch and I'd take them in at dinner.

Like, so I would take like 30 to 50 Percocets a day.

Yes.

And I had so much money.

Like I had connections on the street.

I'd buy like a whole prescription bottle of, you know, when you get the prescription filled and it's like a thousand pills and they put it in the bottle and then put the bottle back.

I had like shady guys that would sell the entire bottle.

Like, I don't know if they would steal it or how they'd get it, but I was the worst because I had means and I had, and I was resourceful.

So I would know how to connect with

degenerates because I had grown up with these type of people.

And so, I mean, I'd find connect.

I had talked about it in the book.

I found like a shady doctor in London.

I had guys, doctors in Chinatown in New York.

I could just go in, skip in front of the whole line of a hundred people in his waiting room, give him a hundred bucks.

He'll write a script for anything that I wanted.

so it was like the worst scenario and i couldn't stop i was physically addicted i when i would stop i'd get physically sick like a guy withdrawing from heroin so i kept like and a couple times i did it i like just white knuckled it i just got sober and like locked myself in my bedroom i was just like i'm just gonna be sick until it's over and then i'll emerge from this like

death tomb and I'm skipping around.