Liliana

you're never going to see him again.

Nope.

You're never talking to him again.

If I ever catch you talking to him again, like I'm going to beat your ass and stuff like that, stuff like that.

And I just, I remember just staring down at my shoes and just tears just falling on the floor.

Like looking back, it's like you're sexualizing two five-year-olds.

Hello?

Like you're weird.

You're a weirdo.

It's true.

And it would be true.

I never, I never got to go over to the neighbor's house and I never got to have a play date with, with my friend.

And I never really understood why.

Like, he never really made it clear why.

Just cut off from family, cut off from neighbor, cut off from hanging out with friends outside of school, which I was friends with some girls too, but it was harder for me to get along with girls just because of the way that my mom communicated with me.

I was a very catty child.

There was a lot of drama going on with me because I acted like

like a mean girl, like from mean girls.

Like I'm freaking, what's her name?

Regina George.