Matt McCusker

Mine's more about like life, about like, this is just kind of what life is and you know, blah, blah, blah.

But no, I've heard people say that with DMT, like, oh, now I know like.

Yeah.

That's plausible.

I mean, I get it.

I know.

I agree, man.

That's the one thing of like just having some form of religious or spiritual sentiment, like sentimentally, whatever sentimentality, I don't even know the words, uh, sentiments is the word just having something to be like, I'm not going to die and rot in the ground for nothing.

You know what I mean?

Like it's, my life is a meaningless, like that's, it's so bad for you.

And I remember reading, uh,

I think it was Carl Young was saying that like he had, I think that's how AA kind of started where he, he met whatever the guy's name was, Bill W and told the guy, the guy was like, dude, I've tried everything to get off alcohol.

I don't know what to do.

And he was like, yeah, dude, you're like 35.

Like if you don't somehow come to grips with like some concept of God, you're toast.

And he's like, every person I've ever worked with, that's kind of the X factor.

If you're like 40 and you're like, I'm a staunch atheist.

He's like, yeah, you're going to be depressed though.

Yeah.

This is a childish superstition.