Meagan

I don't anymore, but I smoked a cigarette and I was holding my little pregnancy test.

And I was just like,

well i guess life is it's over it's all gone it's fine it is what it is and i told him that i was going to go tell my mom and i just figured she'd be upset that she'd be annoyed she has four children

And none of us had ever been in a serious relationship.

And mine was so rocky.

I was always going home to my parents' house and staying for the weekend because me and baby daddy are hollering at each other again.

And so I was really scared to tell my mom.

However, whenever I got there and I showed her the pregnancy test, she was ecstatic.

just oh my goodness this is amazing this is so much fun and my little sister was actually cute because she thought it was a usb drive oh my gosh yeah what is that usb girl i'm pregnant we were all just so excited yeah very excited and i'm sure that made you feel better too yes it immediately alleviated a lot of my fears my

And then I called his sister, my ex-husband's sister, who she was my friend at the time.

And because she had had a baby in LVN year and RN year.

And so I knew that she would understand.

And of course she was like, you know what?

This isn't what was planned.

She was like, it just makes it harder, but you can do this.

If anyone can do this, you can do this.

You've got this.

Like, it's not that big of a deal.

You have a baby.

It's not that big of a deal.