Meagan
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They've got lots of siblings.
They know how to hold her.
He just kind of brushed it off.
And I was like, okay, yeah, okay.
And so we all sat down on the couch, all two brothers, little sister, they're all holding her and it's supposed to be beautiful.
You watch these videos on YouTube and Facebook where people are introducing their siblings for the first time and it's so lovely and it's beautiful and it's awesome.
But I just had this thought in the back of my mind that I didn't like them.
I did not like them.
I did not want them to touch her.
I thought that they would hurt her, that they would make her bad.
Like she is perfect.
She's brand new.
She's nothing's wrong with her.
And they, I don't remember how old they were at the time.
They were maybe five or six, seven and eight.
Like they were babies.
They were little children.
And I just had this feeling that I did not want them around her at all.
I didn't want them around.