Meagan

Because apparently there's things you have to do to stop breastfeeding.

I didn't know about them.

But she was like, okay, well, and she kind of moved over and she sat on the couch next to me and was holding my hand and she was just so precious and just kind of helped me, told me what to do, cabbage leaves and compresses and warm showers.

And she was like, if you ever have any questions or anything, you come back here, okay?

And I was like, yeah, that's fine.

I sure will.

Which I did end up going back every month to get the WIC.

But I never saw that lady or talked to her again.

But I think in that moment she probably saw that this isn't normal.

Like she might be struggling a little bit.

And I thought that I covered it up really well.

which I probably didn't, but I never saw her again.

I was so embarrassed, but I ended up going home and I was like, I need to get my stuff together.

People are just starting to notice and you're going to lose your baby.

They're going to take her away from you.

You need to calm down.

And so I took a shower and I cleaned our bedroom and cleaned the living room and I got everything together.

And I was like, this is fine.

You can do this.

You're not sad.