Meagan
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And I ended up going back to school.
That was like a Monday, like three or four days after I ended up going back to school that Tuesday, I had my first big exam.
I made an amazing grade on it.
And so I was like, I, I am, I think I can do this.
Maybe I can do this.
However, whenever I had to go back to school, I had to drop my six day off.
six day old baby off to my mom and all the way to school is maybe a 30, 45 minute drive.
I felt so alone, just all alone, all by myself.
The worst feeling of my entire life.
My stomach is empty.
There's not a baby in here anymore.
I can't feel her.
Something could go wrong.
She's just a baby.
And I was like, what if I just wrecked, just wrecked this car?
And then that was it.
Then I could be in the hospital and I could not, I won't have to go anywhere ever again.
They'll just let me be in the hospital and I'll have a baby and I'll just sit and hold her all the time.