Meagan
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And then those dreams started turning into, well, we won't get to that yet.
Because I started to have a lot of reactive abuse with my husband where we would be fighting.
We would be screaming at each other and yelling.
And then he would get really, really calm.
And he would be like, what is wrong?
I think you're depressed.
I think you need to go to the doctor.
You need to go talk to somebody.
Something's wrong with you.
And he would talk so preciously.
And I was not ready to talk precious.
We were screaming just a second ago.
We're going to keep screaming.
And so I would keep screaming and I would get so angry because he would be like, what's wrong?
Just in the most innocent voice.
Like we weren't just having a knockdown drag out.
And I found out later that he was filming me in those moments.
And he had been showing his sister.
And he had showed my mother one of those videos.