Meghan Rothenberger

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The Nocturnists · Lost & Found with Meghan Rothenberger, MD · 15 Feb 2024 podcast

I can't do all of this.

And that realization is really pretty awful.

And I think that's where I was at the time of this story.

And I think it was really at this point in my life that slowly I started to crawl out of the hole, I guess, that I dug myself into that was based on this misconception that you just have to work hard enough and everything will end up the way you want it to be.

a deeper moment of questioning everything.

which, like I said, I didn't ever really recognize that I would get there and that I was having that complete block.

And I'm trying to think if I actually recognized it at the time or if it's only in retrospect.

But that block, I think, was definitely a sign that this is a place that is not a good fit for me.

I do.

I had been involved in a project looking at HIV reservoirs in lymphatic tissues in the setting of a treatment interruption and what happens in the lymphatic tissues.

It was a ton of work that I'd already done.

Like I just needed to spit it out onto paper.

But it was somehow that process where it just got stuck.

Yeah, it was the research.

There were parts of it that I really enjoyed.

But honestly, I'm not very talented in research.

I think it would always be harder for me than it was for a lot of people.

And then I found that I was pretty lonely when I was spending most of my time doing research.

I spent a lot of time alone on my computer.

And it just wasn't fulfilling on a day-to-day basis for me.

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