Nate Alley

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1,478 appearances 2 recordings 1 series first heard May 2026 last heard 26 Aug

Nate Alley’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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Why am I chasing after this or whatever it might be?

She did a visualization exercise with me.

It's like, you know, close your eyes and asked me this real loaded up question, like a real emotionally charged question.

And here I am later in life thinking that I've, you know, shaken most of that stuff and worked my way through it.

And I just went,

And I was an eight-year-old kid on the rugby field in Tokoro looking around for my dad.

You know?

It's just crazy, man.

And it's built a lot of why I do what I do now, certainly in the way that I parent and stuff like that.

But through that period, I just know that as time went on, I started just getting –

You know, like I said before, early on it was mourning.

It was like sadness.

And it turned into, I feel like it was like a really long grief cycle.

And, you know, with the grief cycle comes anger.

And as I started hitting 12, 13, I just started getting real angry.

Like just being like, this is unfair.

Felt like a real victim.

Like, fuck, why am I the guy that doesn't have the dad?

And all those sorts of things.

And how that played out for me as a young man was just...

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