Nate Alley
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1,478 appearances
2 recordings
1 series
first heard May 2026
last heard 26 Aug
Nate Alley’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You know what I mean?
He's that sort of dude.
And I think, like I say, when my old lady didn't have malicious intent, she would say to me things like, oh, you're so like your father, which sounds real innocent in that.
And I'm sure she just meant in my mannerisms and all that sort of stuff.
But in the next breath, my mum would say how much she hated my father and how he was a loser and how this and that and the other.
He'd just left and, you know, all the terrible things.
And so it's probably been later in life when I've sort of understood how that was manifesting itself in me.
was like for me my mum was my sole source of survival right like as a kid it you know brutally and so your sole source of survival is telling you that you're just like someone that she hates and how that played out for me and really I can even feel it in my body now it's kind of like I remember that feeling as a young fella like I've got a
got to try and like make up for this because i'm like him and i can't be like him if i'm i'm to survive you know not that that's what was going through my head at the time but it was how i was feeling and so things like people pleasing um just you know trying hard i guess being a try hard like just really trying my best to um achieve stuff i suppose like
I wanted to be fast.
I wanted to be good at rugby.
I wanted to do well at school and all those things definitely early on.
And it's something that is baked into me now.
Like, you know, for better or worse, it's just something that I kind of can't shake.
Yeah, and...
This is a part of my life, like, and it's a good 10 years, man, to be honest.
Like, it's from 10, 11, 12 through to my early 20s where, again, I don't know how I was making decisions, why I was making decisions, but I was just...
I think I was a pretty shit human being, man, to be perfectly honest.
Like, I was angry.
You know, there were times when I went from being bullied to being the bully.
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