Olivia Adriance

I feel, like, truly bad.

Yeah.

And it can be a little hard to not like let resentment like bloom a little bit, but I've tried to be very aware at least of like where I'm

feeling annoyed that you know he's able to carry on his normal life and he doesn't have these like oppressive emotions sometimes yeah where i will i'll be in church and i'll literally just start like sobbing yeah out of nowhere and i mean i guess it's emotional you know they're like they're

Are you okay?

And then after one service, we were leaving and I was still crying.

And he was like, so where do you want to go for lunch?

And I'm like, I'm not even hungry.

I can't believe that you're not sad.

You should be sad too.

And he's like, about.

The waterworks.

Were you there on Mother's Day?

That was, it was like last month, but oh, I knew that Mother's Day was going to be like very sobby for me.

So it was, it was very much a no makeup day.

I was like, we're going in bare.

Tissues, no makeup.

Seriously.

So I had just taken up running right around the time when I got pregnant.

That quickly fell off.