Patton Oswalt

That, and I'll know that when I see it in his eyes, I'll know it, but I haven't found it yet.

And then I can rest.

But,

I think one of the reasons that we're, we are so obsessed with this stuff is because, you know, showbiz is a, is a very rough up and this is nothing nude, but showbiz is very up and down and there can be extremes of up and down.

And some people, they think the up will last forever and it doesn't.

And you still have to show up when you're not necessarily doing what might be the most glorious or looked at work.

And this past week with showbiz,

You know, like Netflix is a joke.

I know that a lot of people are like, well, this guy's in an arena.

But you get to do comedy.

You still get to do it and you get to show up like Nicolas Cage has made some bad movies, but he was never bad.

And then he showed up and did something unique.

And even with when you watch Bela Lugosi meets a Brooklyn gorilla as pissed as Bela is with Sammy Petrillo, who's literally hanging on him.

And one time he openly yells at him and it's clearly not in the script.

He just is.

Like, go close the cages!

I just screamed at him.

But he's still showing up and doing the work.

And that always fuels me when I see it.

That's why I'm obsessed with that level of showbiz.