Rihanna

We take this bus ride together and he is dead silent the whole time.

won't look at me, won't talk.

I'm like trying to engage in some forms of small talk and he just will not engage.

I remember being uncomfortable at the time and now I look back and I'm like, okay, he wanted me to feel alienated and othered because he wanted to be closer to Miranda and Liv.

And I don't know why he chose me to like alienate.

Working with him constantly felt like, oh my God, he's giving me so much praise.

He thinks I'm so funny.

He thinks I'm incredible.

And then a switch would flip and it's like, I'm scum.

I'm not even worth talking to on a bus ride when we're the only two people on this bus that know each other.

How many people were on that trip?

It was between nine and 12, somewhere around there.

And I know that he also brought his daughter on the trip.

And looking back, knowing what I know now, I'm like, you're entrapping these young girls.

And his daughter was, I think she was a year younger than me.

It's just so deeply uncomfortable.

After the Scotland trip, Miranda and I got closer and hung out a lot more.

And that's where like the Kato crush joke started.

You know, it was just a schoolgirl crush.

I didn't really think anything of it.