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I was one of the only people that she disclosed about this relationship to when it started.

And I remember her telling me, like, you can't tell anyone, but Cato and I are engaging in this relationship.

The moment when I was like, I think something not right is happening, she had told me over text that he was coming over to her house.

And I don't know why, but that like contextualized it for me.

My theater teacher, this man who I respect and revere is going to my friend's house.

Like I've been in that house.

I've hung out with her.

We play like GTA in this house.

What is happening?

Why is this happening?

I just felt really uncomfortable about that.

I don't know why it was that, but something about him going to her house clued me into like, this is inappropriate.

And at the time Morgan and I are in a play together.

Cato had his play, Eurydice, and Morgan and I were cast in the other theater professor's play.

So we were not working directly with Cato.

Morgan is giving me a ride home from practice.

I cannot for the life of me remember how it came up or why it came up.

But Morgan, I think, said something like, does Cato ever make you uncomfortable?

And I wanted to vomit.

At first I was like, what?