Rox

I met you and then it happened again.

And at the time it was soul destroying because I was like, are you kidding?

But now I know.

Here's the thing with all this stuff.

The minute you know and you have awareness, you can just be like, all right, it's limerous.

No need to think I'm in love or blow up a relationship.

Just move on.

It'll pass.

It's no different to a new hobby.

And I think sometimes it can get people in trouble.

People could end up cheating or leaving a relationship.

It's like, whoa, no, this will pass too.

Just like the resin, just like the soap making.

It's no different.

So yeah, I just have that awareness.

So it doesn't really happen.

Also years and years of therapy, I think does help in that area.

So not so much now.

Like there's little moments when my self-destructive nature might peep out with overspending maybe, or like being really impulsive, like sack off work and go here.

When I was in my twenties, early thirties, that was drink, drugs, risky behavior, sleeping on the street,