Sam Claflin

None of this is your fault.

Like, I'm not blaming you.

I'm just saying, I just wanted to explain my observation, what I, you know, in reflection of my childhood, what I think happened for me and why I think I've ended up this way.

You know, I felt really broken.

Last year was a really difficult year.

really difficult year for me mentally and emotionally like at the beginning of the year I was crying constantly and this book just sort of I'll never forget reading it I was talking to my friend in the gym and I just started sobbing I was uncontrollably

To the point where I had to go to the toilet.

He's like, please go to the toilet.

You're embarrassing me.

This is the best.

I don't know what's happening.

I don't know what's happening.

And it just really unlocked something.

And that was a book, because I'd posted a couple of months of reads that I'd had.

This woman, she reached out to me and said, hey, I've just written a book.

And a couple of the people whose books you've read are friends of mine.

I'd like to send you a copy.

So it was a complete.

curveball and i read it and it yeah it really unlocked something then there's michael a singer's the untethered song what a great book which i think it's the the i think it's the penultimate chapter where he talks about death and why do we wait for death to come before we start living and it's like a really beautiful way i think of of thinking about life and like why why is that

So just kind of questioned the way that I see the world a lot.