Scott Payne

I would love to say yes to that answer, but I was shitting gold.

Yeah.

I was having an adrenaline dump.

I had that panic.

It's the fight or flight or freeze.

Yeah, midbrain is in charge.

And then you are hopefully doing what you've trained or rehearsed in your head, and that's what I did.

If I had not seen me do these things on the video, I would have never known I did them.

But just like I can show you cops and military first responders in shootouts,

They have no idea how many rounds they shot.

They have no idea that they did a magazine exchange behind effective cover.

They just do it because they've trained it so much.

So in the undercover world, okay, now I'm down there.

I'm trying to write my name down.

I'm having that adrenaline dump.

In other words, if you've ever been through a traumatic incident, whether it's a car wreck or whatever, everything just slows down, and your auditory exclusion, everything's going whoosh, whoosh.

What I'm hearing is like, Scott, I need you.

I've even had sight get minimal.

That's tunnel vision.

It starts closing in.