Scott Payne
π€ SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
It's ebb and flow.
When he's doing that, I have no idea I do it, but you can hear clear on the recording me watching him, and I go...
Because I don't even know I'm doing it.
It's a verbal silence.
Because my insides are saying... It's over.
And then he says he misses it.
He hands it back to me, and I go right into business.
But it's just nervous chatter.
Joking is aβeven though I'm a jokester anyway, it's definitely a self-defense mechanism.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.
I feel like I can't breathe.
I try to crack a joke, things like that.
PTSD is kicking in, whatever.
So I go right back to business.
And people askβ