Susie Shaw

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640 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 8 Jul

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Modern Love · Ask Me About My Dead Son · 8 Jul 2026 podcast

And there was always just...

Not with orgasms, but like when I am like on a trip or sharing a special moment with say my family, there is a twinge of, I wish William was here.

It really sucks that he's not here.

But it did take a few years to start to unravel that grief and shame and guilt.

And that was a big piece of it.

A big piece of trying to feel joy and happiness again is to just say, I think, you know, I am not,

I'm not going to feel ashamed about this anymore.

And I deserve it.

Yeah.

Now I'm like, yes, I can be, I can have an amazing day.

I can be on a podcast with Anna Martin, you know?

There's so much joy in that.

And then tomorrow I'm going to be sad because William's not getting his license like my nephews are.

Right?

So it's, I've learned to hold both of those things together.

Very briefly, it was like, oh, maybe.

And then my husband was just like, absolutely not.

I don't want to go back in and have a baby and an infant and do that again.

We had packed everything up.

We had given everything away.

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