Trixie
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On your butt.
Because my pelvic floor dysfunction has gotten so bad that I was having all those problems peeing and all those problems pooping.
Things were getting locked.
Locked.
I was peeing 20 times a day, a tablespoon at a time.
Ew.
It was awful.
Why a tablespoon?
My body was retaining urine.
All of the muscles in this area have been so tense from the panic and anxiety that nothing is flowing.
Damn.
Okay?
Okay.
Okay.
Queen.
So finally, I just, I don't even know.
You know what?
It doesn't matter.
It doesn't matter.
If I can't tell these people about this, if I can't demystify the stigma surrounding rectal surgeries, then I'm not doing the stigma.