Vicki Anstey

I don't think you could set that up if you tried.

You know, it was literally like I'd left my marriage.

I think this was about six months later that I did the show and

And, you know, day after day or not even each day, but several times a day, we were being tasked to do what seemed like impossible things.

And I was having to confront every single fear in the book and realizing that I could do it and survive.

And actually, I think my sort of stubborn streak was quite helpful because they did pick up on a lot of my fears.

And so they started towards the end of it to leave me to go last on these different tasks so that they could film my pent up.

Yeah.

And I think I channeled that into a sort of stubborn, well thought.

Fuck you.

I'm going to show you what I can do.

I will not be beaten.

And, you know, so I do things like count how many steps the other recruits took to walk across the ladder across the ravine.

Heights terrify me.

I mean, I was literally shaking before doing it, but I was just literally counting the steps that it took me to do it.

And the ice holes, which is another fairly famous moment.

counting how long it took.

And I was like, this is over in 60 seconds.

I just need to do the thing.

I need to just literally put one foot in front of the other.