Fabio, pornografia
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What is Fabio's dark side and how did it begin?
This is Out of the Dark. So, Fabio, nice to have you here with us. My pleasure. So, to start the episode and to contextualize the topic we will talk about, where it comes from and how it develops, I ask you, what is your dark side?
My dark side is an addiction to pornography and sexting.
And when does it start? When do you realize that this addiction begins?
I realized it when I was about 16-17 years old. And now you are? Now I'm 28 years old. The roots started way before that moment, because from an analysis I saw that they were born from the context, from situations that... Family context, excuse me. Yes, family, but also... Friendship? Friendship, yes. I think I had an exposure to porn quite early, and also masturbation arrived very early for me. At what age? Well, already in pre-puberty age.
So before 13? Yes. 11, 12? Yes. Who talked to you the first time?
Friends. I had a friend, I remember he had a very old VHS. Sure. That was kind of the first encounter.
So the first masturbation, 11 years old, 11-12, in front of a film, not with imagination.
No, no, with imagination. Then it was reinforced by images, by our culture, by... I don't know how to say it, from an image I made of myself.
So you discover it. Yes. Do you like it? Yes.
Do you like it that much? I remember... It wasn't the first time, was it? I remember I was already masturbating when I was little and... In the sense that you had to do it more than masturbate. Yes, maybe I didn't know how to do it and I remember that until I was 13, 14 years old... So you were playing? I was playing. Sure. There wasn't even an eyaculation, so much so that at some point I started asking myself questions about why this didn't happen, and I was anxious about it, so... Because you had already seen it? Because I had already seen it, so for me it was something that had to happen. You saw it in some movies, in some scenes?
Yes, yes, yes.
In a secret way? Yes, but also via PC, because then I went to a friend's house, I remember that he was already very old, Coetaneo? Coetaneo a couple of years older than me. So it all started from there. Then, this also unfolded in the first encounter with real pornography. It was the first ejaculation at what age? With puberty, 13-14 years old. In fact, I remember that when it happened, it was an event for me. And from there I also had the first encounter with real pornography, with my computer. So in solitude, you mean? In solitude, yes. And from there I started practicing.
Do you have siblings? Yes. Do you sleep in the same room?
Initially yes, sometimes alone, sometimes with my brothers, because we are five. But we are all very... So, in five, brothers and sisters?
Brothers and sisters.
No, no, brothers and sisters.
Was your father the same mother?
No, a younger sister, who then had my father in a subsequent relationship, the one with my mother, and brothers... And you are four of your father and your mother. Exactly, exactly. But we are all nice and distant, because my sister is twelve years older than me, the oldest is ten years older than me, the youngest is seven years younger than me, so... Yes, I grew up with my brothers, but... Different ages.
Where did you practice at home, if you didn't have a room by yourself?
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Chapters
5 chapters
1
What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
0:00–0:54
2
What is Fabio's dark side and how did it begin?
0:54–5:44
3
At what age did Fabio realize his addiction to pornography?
5:44–7:16
4
How did family dynamics influence Fabio's addiction?
7:16–33:45
5
What role did sexting play in Fabio's life?
33:45–58:40