Ella McCrystal
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 29 Jun
Ella McCrystal’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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There's no filter.
You can't filter that out.
So all of those neurons that are wiring together are wiring together around what you're told about yourself.
So you only have to think about the girl that's maybe a bit of a dreamer and, you know, jumping around and dressing up.
And perhaps she struggles to get her shoes on in time to go to school.
And she's told off every day because she's holding everybody else up.
Over time, that wires in as you're the problem.
Mm-hmm.
So that takes away some of that light and it makes that child feel responsible for everybody else.
And there the problem begins.
So there's one example of how it can dim your light.
Certainly from being undiagnosed myself for the majority of my life.
It was only a few years ago, I'm 47 to give time reference that I got diagnosed, but also having that history of, which I talked about on your last podcast, of being sexually abused by my dad and, you know, having my family sort of create the narrative to protect him and,
And for those that didn't watch that last one, he was in prison for a period of time after admitting guilt, which is extremely rare, by the way.
When someone sexually abuses a child, they very rarely admit guilt, but he did.
He went to prison and then moved him back into the home afterwards.
And I think being ADHD as well, I know that I cried a lot and I know that I was depressed.
Very repetitive.
So if I wanted to do something, I wanted to do it again and again and again.
If I wanted to watch something, I wanted to watch it again and again and again.
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