Ella McCrystal
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542 appearances
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first heard Jun 2026
last heard 29 Jun
Ella McCrystal’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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And also the emotional dysregulation is sometimes confused for intuition.
So you're never trusting your system to be able to read the room properly.
So, for example, when I was raped at 13, I was at a friend's house.
It was an older brother.
I didn't read any signals.
Maybe because I'd been sexually abused by my dad, I didn't know what safety looked like anyway.
But also with executive dysfunction and emotional dysregulation, was I able to read signals well anyway?
Being later, you know, being raped at 17 by two men, I was walking home with someone I considered to be safe.
Turns out I didn't read the... I'm not saying this is my fault either, by the way, but I didn't understand...
The red flags.
Sure.
I didn't notice them.
And I don't know if that's because I didn't trust myself.
And I always assumed responsibility for, you know, again, some of those things I've spoken about.
Maybe I'm too much.
Maybe I'm too noisy.
Maybe I'm too loud.
Maybe it's my fault.
Maybe I was too flirty.
Maybe I didn't understand that he was dangerous because I'm an idiot.
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