Grace Beverley

Oh, straight into it.

Over the past month, I have noticed my husband has been getting way more texts than he used to.

He says it's just about work stuff, but whenever I get close to him, he makes sure to lock his phone so I can't see the screen.

Weird.

That's something he never did before.

The really weird part is besides feeling hurt and pissed, I've had these thoughts almost like I'm excited that he could be cheating.

Like, what the hell is that?

I don't want him to cheat, but maybe deep down I do.

I know my self-esteem being low is probably behind all of this.

I want to confront him or make him show me his texts or snoop on his phone, but I haven't and I don't want to invade his privacy.

What do I do?

I need to know if it's raining right now.

Or defensive.

And also could be potential fireworks if it was found out that you did Snoop and you have to stand on business if that is the case.

And he might just be planning a surprise birthday party and then you've ruined it.

Let's think the best of him.

Yes, he could be.

I think...

When you build a narrative in your head, that's when it gets really difficult because you're kind of like... You're just going round and round in circles.

You've literally come to five conclusions in this.