Jessica Lanyadoo

It's hard for everybody.

And if you're not going to be sleeping well or whatever, that makes it all the more, right?

So the physicality of support is going to be really important.

If you're going to need him to not be like, do you need me to take the baby?

You're going to need him instead to take his baby, right?

You're going to need him to show initiative.

And I recommend you tell him that straight out the gate because you were very low maintenance to him.

Because you feel like you're so high maintenance, you do 7 million things all the time to make yourself low maintenance to people.

This is the thing about that moon Saturn square is that you're like, I recognize this vulnerability.

So here's a brick.

I'm going to build a ladder.

And then the ladder becomes a wall.

And then the wall becomes a Walden city.

And you don't even realize you're doing it.

And your pregnancy is revealing this to you.

It's revealing this to you because alone on this side of the wall that I'm hanging out with you for this hour, you're just like alone and mean to yourself.

It's terrible.

It's a fucking terrible place to be.

And because that baby is inside of your body, you're like, Oh my God, the baby's alone with me on this side of the wall.

This is a mean place.