John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

I wanted to blame them.

I wanted to blame others.

Yeah.

I mean, it's definitely a struggle for anybody of any age, but especially when you're younger.

And I think the lack of experience that you have in the world and the lack of understanding about the world.

It's a problem.

Yeah.

I mean, like I did have some familial support, right?

Some family support.

Right.

I definitely felt like that was lacking and that really pissed me off.

But so it was one of those things where...

sure they gave me the help but only at the threat of a lawsuit and at the you know too little too late end of the school year but i go into like summer vacation i'm 15 soon to be turning 16. i'm just kind of like screw it like i refuse to even go to summer school i was like i'm just gonna go have fun with my friends like i'm gonna try to do things better i just live things up and yeah so like i i had a good summer

You know, where I was just like, let me just focus on just having fun, you know.

And yeah, I tried to do that.

And it worked for the most part.

But I tell people I was also I was throwing a rug over a hole in the floor.

Even in therapy, I was dealing with all the superficial issues.

I wasn't really dealing with like the deep down issues.

In therapy, I never opened up about the sexual abuse.

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