John (the shooter)

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And the more that I've opened up about the sexual abuse I've endured, the more that I've heard from so many men.

and boys about the abuse that they've gone through and i think it's more important than ever for men and boys to open up about it because that is like you said something that if you hold on to it it's like a cancer it's going to slowly eat away at you and you have to cut it out and the only way to cut it out is by opening up and talking about it and

Because when I, honestly, when I first opened up and talked about it, it was in prison because I saw another man opening up and talking about it.

And this was a guy in prison who was kind of like, you know, older guy, kind of like stereotypical, like, you know, big dude.

And you wouldn't expect it.

You know, yeah, exactly.

Right.

In your mind, you don't expect somebody, especially a big guy in prison who a lot of people looked up to, to open up about something like that.

But, you know, he was open about the fact that, yeah, he was a small kid and this happened to him.

And, you know, but.

Well, I think, too, a lot of parents and adults, they want to protect kids from adult situations, not realizing how many kids are going through adult situations, you know, how many kids have had adult situations forced upon them.

And that's why I tell people, like, we need to open up more, you know, age appropriately to a certain extent, but to realize that there's a lot of very young kids who have no idea about sex or anything to do with that.

And, you know, like we have to kind of find where's the balance, when's the right time and the right way to explain, because we want kids to feel like it's OK if something's happened to you or anything, you can open up to adults about it.

And again, sometimes adults need to open up to kids a little bit more.

Definitely.

I try to open up about a lot of the things that I experience.

I've experienced a lot of the thoughts and insecurities and emotions that I was going through because there are a lot of kids who are nowhere near like going down a dark pathway like I was, but they've still experienced some things and they're still going through some, you know, confused or dark times and for anybody to open up to them.

you know i've had a lot of kids open up to me and reach out to me and share exactly that that they've seen me on tick tock or instagram and that you know they were able to see somebody who was going through some things like they have and i turned my life around and i'm doing great today despite the horrific things that have happened to me and despite the horrific things that i've done

I'm still able to have turned my life around.

And for a lot of kids, that's inspiring as well, too, for a lot of adults as well, too, because we don't hear as many success stories as we hear about the stories of people who just don't get things back on track.

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