John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

Yeah.

So like summertime, I'm able to distract myself a little bit better.

Like we're trying out different meds and everything.

And because that's the other thing too is like medication definitely helps out.

But when it's mismanaged and for a while, my meds were being mismanaged where...

You know, you have a side effect from antidepressants.

So they gave me, you know, Xanax for anxiety.

Oh, well, now you can't sleep.

Here's something for that.

And I just end up on a whole bunch of different medications.

But, you know, we found a right balance for a little while and go back to school in September.

And pretty quickly, I realized, like, I'm just not...

Doing well in this environment, like I can't handle everything going on.

I can't handle my schoolwork.

I just can't handle, you know, I can't focus.

I can't concentrate.

I can't even just being in large crowds that sometimes would, you know, set off panic attacks.

So, yeah, I realized this is not working out.

But my therapist, he tells me, oh, well, when you're 16, you can drop out and find other ways of getting an education.

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