John (the shooter)

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And so we looked into that because I was turning 16 in October and we found out that I could actually enroll in a local community college.

you know start taking classes there that are college classes and i'd be getting my credits towards an associate's degree and once i got so many credits they would also give me my ged so i was like oh i'll actually be like in front of my classmates i'll be doing better then and so we we kind of set that in motion

And so I turned 16 at the end of October and was like, all right, you know, I basically stopped going.

The school reached out to my family and they're like, oh, technically he has to turn 16 before the school year starts to legally drop out.

But my mom was like, listen, he's going to continue his education elsewhere.

Don't worry about it.

And so I start to think, okay, I'm doing good.

I have plans for the future.

I'm starting to have a brighter outlook on life.

And yeah, I'm feeling a bit better.

I'm feeling like, okay, things are finally going my way.

And we start to take me off meds, right?

Which then it's kind of that like, you know, that catch 22 of sometimes when you're on different medications, you feel like, okay, like I'm feeling good.

Maybe I don't need the medication anymore.

And we start to take me off the meds.

And, you know, I'm left with basically like taking Xanax as needed if I'm feeling anxious or panic attack coming on.

But yeah, I started up at the community college in January, a month before the shooting.

But I also show up there and although the classwork seems okay, I'm just not feeling right.

I'm just feeling out of place.

Now I'm suddenly like I am socially isolated more so than ever before because I feel like I'm 16 and there's this huge gap between like 16 and like the 18, 19 and older students who are there.

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