John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And I admitted, yeah.

And so immediately they're like, okay, you know, set me up in therapy.

He gives me a prescription for meds right away.

And, you know, my mental health journey begins.

But it was...

I went through that period as well.

When I first started seeking help with my mental health and taking the medications, I thought things would improve within a few weeks or months.

And simply, that's not how it goes for most people.

So within a couple of months, I tried to kill myself.

And I got drunk one night.

I just started drinking heavily, taking a bunch of pills.

I didn't research how to kill myself.

I just figured like mix alcohol with meds, that'll do the trick.

And so, yeah, so I'm just taking handfuls of pills and sure enough, I wake up the next morning just violently ill.

My mom thought that I had the stomach flu or something like that.

And so for days I'm just violently ill, but thankfully I start to recover.

But at the same time, I was also self-harming.

I was cutting myself in this time period and I was hiding it, but you can only hide it for so long.

until people started to notice.

And when I was pressed about that, that's when I opened up about trying to kill myself.

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