John (the shooter)

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And that's when my mom asked if I'd be willing to go into a mental hospital to seek more intensive care.

And I said, yeah, sure.

And this was a year before the shooting.

But this is also kind of where my grievance towards the school started.

Because while I'm at the mental hospital, I'm 15 years old.

I'm in a juvenile unit.

There's a bunch of other kids from all over the area, but they're all going to different schools.

And we all have to like maintain our schoolwork while we're there.

but the staff comes to me and they're like hey your school's like not sending anything and i'm like okay and they're like you have to like show up to the school room here at the hospital but we don't have anything for you to do we're sorry and like all right but this happens day after day after day and that's when i start to like think i literally tried to kill myself and my school won't do to help me out while i'm in a psychiatric unit

And yeah, I couldn't believe it.

There was no support from them.

And when I returned to school, when I left the hospital, my mom had a meeting with them and we tried to get me an IEP, an individual education program, so that I could limit some classes and do things a little bit differently, right?

And they denied me, despite my psychiatrist, my psychologist, some of my teachers, everybody trying to support this happening.

They say no.

And so I just continue to try as normal, but I couldn't focus.

I still was majorly depressed.

Not really, to be honest with you, only because in the fact of like, in the back of my mind, I felt kind of, I felt like I was deceived first a little bit, honestly, like I was told I would go into the hospital and that because I was volunteering, I could leave at any point.

And while I was in the hospital, I wanted to leave, you know, after a couple of days.

And that's when they told me, oh, no, you're only 15.

It's up to your parents.

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