John (the shooter)

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921 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 5 Jul

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We're All Insane · I Was a School Shooter · 5 Jul 2026 podcast

And my mom basically told me she was going to leave it up to the doctors.

You know, she she was in over her head here.

She wanted me to get the best help I needed.

And so she wasn't going to, you know, just let me choose when I left at 15 years old.

And I felt somewhat deceived.

And then when the school wasn't supporting me while I was in the hospital, now I'm just feeling like nobody gives a fuck about me.

Nobody's trying to actually help me.

And yes, when I returned to school and then it felt like they weren't helping me then.

I just continued to I was skipping class.

You know, I was never a kid in school that really got into trouble besides like skipping class.

That was, you know, that was the biggest trouble I got into.

Besides, I did get into like one fight because people ask about like violence or bullying or anything.

I'm a bigger guy.

I've always been a bigger kid growing up.

Never dealt with bullying, thankfully.

But, and then like the one fight that I got into was with a guy that his girlfriend opened up to me and one of my friends that, you know, he had been beating her and I'd shared a couple of classes with her.

I'd overheard some of the conversations she had with friends.

I knew that something was wrong and whatever.

Yeah, I took it upon myself to like, OK, you know, I'm a bigger guy.

He's a bigger guy.

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