John (the shooter)
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921 appearances
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first heard Jul 2026
last heard 5 Jul
John (the shooter)’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I'm going to go teach him a fucking lesson.
And that's also I tell people that's when I started to feel like more justified using violence sometimes.
And this is also in a time period where it's like,
Post 9-11, I'm kind of caught up in like, I can't wait to join the military.
You know, like we need to go overseas and do what we have to do to teach people a lesson.
And I tell people that this would later on like add to my warped sense of justification of violence, which again, in my situation, there's none.
But...
Yeah.
So things at school just kind of like kept going downhill.
And I was, you know, not putting myself out there with my friends.
Like I was isolating a little bit more and more.
Like I still had friends.
I still had, you know, connections, but I wasn't really there even when I was physically there.
Yeah.
You know, some of my friends knew that I was in therapy and I was on meds.
But this is also early 2000s.
The mental health conversation wasn't as strong as it is today.
And, you know, I later found out that one of my friends, their parents were like kind of
oh, we don't want John around you, you know, not because they thought that I was dangerous, but because like they just didn't know how to handle the fact that I was suicidal.
So, yeah, there was again, sometimes I just felt on my own, you know, even when I had my mom
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