John Delony

Yeah.

That's definitely the... There's a that-shaped hole somewhere in my life.

And I think that...

I'm going to put something on you that's not fair because I don't know if I'm right, but I'm wondering if what you think is guilt is actually shame.

Maybe.

I've got a skill set and I've got a calling and I've got a purpose inside my chest and I'm not doing it because I want a four-year-old to be happy with me.

I don't know if it's because of the four-year-old part, but there is definitely like a

the survivor's remorse is like the wrong word, but like, I'm like, I'm wasting time.

I could be doing something like I, you know, I basically, I find myself in a job now where the on paper, great job, nobody would ever complain about the job, but I'm just managing and flying a jet for a company.

And I'm just moving wealthy people from point A to point B. And it's just totally devoid of meaning.

And there is almost a shame of like, Hey, you worked really hard and you developed a certain skill and you're doing nothing with it.

You're not putting it to good use, you know?

But is that true?

Well, I'm not doing the work anymore.

Yeah, but I mean, I guess there's 50 ways to look at it.

Sure.

But if you take care of a business owner and get him and his family or her and her family where they need to be safely, get them back home in a timely manner, that they've got more time to invest in their team and their people.

Well, that's true.

It's good work.

Yeah, that's a good point.