Kute Blackson

Like, I'm going to make myself surrender because this becomes another ego strategy to control the process of surrender, which then keeps you doubly screwed, doubly not surrendered. So now my ego says, surrender. I'm going to control surrender. Now you're doubly stuck. So if you can just even begin by recognising I'm not freaking surrendering right now. I'm doing my control thing right now.

And I'll explain why. Wow. Okay. Observe that. And rather than forcing and judging and like, what's wrong with me? If you can just surrender to the fact that in this moment, you're not surrendered. That's actually a deeper level of surrender where you can be with, wow, I'm not surrendered right now.

And I'll explain why. Wow. Okay. Observe that. And rather than forcing and judging and like, what's wrong with me? If you can just surrender to the fact that in this moment, you're not surrendered. That's actually a deeper level of surrender where you can be with, wow, I'm not surrendered right now.

And I'll explain why. Wow. Okay. Observe that. And rather than forcing and judging and like, what's wrong with me? If you can just surrender to the fact that in this moment, you're not surrendered. That's actually a deeper level of surrender where you can be with, wow, I'm not surrendered right now.

And I don't have to judge my, just notice that and be with that and acknowledge that and surrender to that. You may not be fully surrendered in this moment and it's okay. And if you can just meet yourself in that space with a bit of compassion, then there can be a relaxation rather than surrender, surrender. But no, surrender. I need to surrender. No, I should be sure I'm what it's like.

And I don't have to judge my, just notice that and be with that and acknowledge that and surrender to that. You may not be fully surrendered in this moment and it's okay. And if you can just meet yourself in that space with a bit of compassion, then there can be a relaxation rather than surrender, surrender. But no, surrender. I need to surrender. No, I should be sure I'm what it's like.

And I don't have to judge my, just notice that and be with that and acknowledge that and surrender to that. You may not be fully surrendered in this moment and it's okay. And if you can just meet yourself in that space with a bit of compassion, then there can be a relaxation rather than surrender, surrender. But no, surrender. I need to surrender. No, I should be sure I'm what it's like.

I'm not surrendered right now. Let me just be with that. So here's the thing. I think this might help as well. I'm going to kind of break down the anatomy of why we don't surrender. And I think this understanding will really help. What I'll say actually before I do that is life is a process of surrender. So on some level, you can't not surrender. It's just surrender.

I'm not surrendered right now. Let me just be with that. So here's the thing. I think this might help as well. I'm going to kind of break down the anatomy of why we don't surrender. And I think this understanding will really help. What I'll say actually before I do that is life is a process of surrender. So on some level, you can't not surrender. It's just surrender.

I'm not surrendered right now. Let me just be with that. So here's the thing. I think this might help as well. I'm going to kind of break down the anatomy of why we don't surrender. And I think this understanding will really help. What I'll say actually before I do that is life is a process of surrender. So on some level, you can't not surrender. It's just surrender.

How are you going to go about that? How are you going to participate with the process of life that is happening? Because the moment you're born, we begin to age. Then we turn 50, 60, hair falls out, wrinkles. You can't turn back time. surrender. Then we die. We can surrender now. We can surrender tomorrow. We can surrender at the moment of death of those that believe in another lifetime.

How are you going to go about that? How are you going to participate with the process of life that is happening? Because the moment you're born, we begin to age. Then we turn 50, 60, hair falls out, wrinkles. You can't turn back time. surrender. Then we die. We can surrender now. We can surrender tomorrow. We can surrender at the moment of death of those that believe in another lifetime.

How are you going to go about that? How are you going to participate with the process of life that is happening? Because the moment you're born, we begin to age. Then we turn 50, 60, hair falls out, wrinkles. You can't turn back time. surrender. Then we die. We can surrender now. We can surrender tomorrow. We can surrender at the moment of death of those that believe in another lifetime.

We're going to surrender. So surrender is the process of life. And so here's what happens and why it's difficult for us as human beings. Or I should say, why surrender seems difficult. And I'm going to say why I say seems in a second. It seems difficult. And to a degree, it is. But here's why. You have a kid. You mentioned you have a kid. As children, we're born free.

We're going to surrender. So surrender is the process of life. And so here's what happens and why it's difficult for us as human beings. Or I should say, why surrender seems difficult. And I'm going to say why I say seems in a second. It seems difficult. And to a degree, it is. But here's why. You have a kid. You mentioned you have a kid. As children, we're born free.

We're going to surrender. So surrender is the process of life. And so here's what happens and why it's difficult for us as human beings. Or I should say, why surrender seems difficult. And I'm going to say why I say seems in a second. It seems difficult. And to a degree, it is. But here's why. You have a kid. You mentioned you have a kid. As children, we're born free.

like when your kid is born they're just like these light beings of divine energy they're not like they're just being light being pure they're kind of surrendered they poop when they feel like pooping and they don't judge themselves like ah what's wrong with me i'm pooping they cry when they feel like right why did i cry i'm waking my mother up they're just being whatever they're being right and you're pissed off upset type they're just still just googling and smiling and and and

like when your kid is born they're just like these light beings of divine energy they're not like they're just being light being pure they're kind of surrendered they poop when they feel like pooping and they don't judge themselves like ah what's wrong with me i'm pooping they cry when they feel like right why did i cry i'm waking my mother up they're just being whatever they're being right and you're pissed off upset type they're just still just googling and smiling and and and

like when your kid is born they're just like these light beings of divine energy they're not like they're just being light being pure they're kind of surrendered they poop when they feel like pooping and they don't judge themselves like ah what's wrong with me i'm pooping they cry when they feel like right why did i cry i'm waking my mother up they're just being whatever they're being right and you're pissed off upset type they're just still just googling and smiling and and and

They surrender to whatever it is that's happening, whatever it is that they are. They'll run, they'll bang their head, they'll cry, then they're over it and they move on. They're not still four days later thinking about, oh, the time I banged my head four days ago on that coffee table. They're just in the natural flow of living the flow of the essence. They're surrendered. So what happens?