Liliana

But yeah, I think honestly, putting me in a pull-up for a week is probably the most fucked up thing.

Like, I'm talking about sexual abuse, but I think this incident is the most fucked up because you...

That's just weird.

You're a weirdo for that.

Like, you're a weirdo.

And I think in this, what it showed my stepfather was that my autonomy and my boundaries can be completely ignored and my mom will laugh about it.

So he took the sexual abuse as far as it could go.

And he...

asked me one night, you know, because I didn't like the world stuff.

Like I said, I couldn't breathe and stuff and I didn't like it.

And he was like, okay, well, do you want to do something else?

And I was like, yeah, like anything but this.

This is terrible.

And he was like, he told me that he was going to put his, this is so embarrassing, but this is what I understood it to be at the time.

He said, I want to put my finger in your butt then.

And I was like,

why?

And he was like, it would feel good to me.

And again, it's just like, I can't argue with my parents.

What am I going to do?