Najwa Zebian
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472 appearances
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1 series
first heard Dec 2025
last heard 20 Dec
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Genuinely, I would feel like I was suffocating.
And I honestly think when I make the connection with
clean and dirty pain, when a new emotion that I needed to resolve came on top of all of these, it was like, well, we'll just, we'll push everything down and put it there and go back to the exact same story we went to every time.
You know, I am somebody who is meant to go through all of this.
I am somebody who
these things are just going to always be part of me.
But the clean paint was sitting there and looking at all of these things that were standing in the way of me taking in that deep breath and taking in that new emotion and saying, what do I need to do to resolve you so that you can leave me?
Because you have no place inside of me.
I don't want you there anymore.
So resolving all those past traumas, looking at the role I took in my own relationships when I accepted a situationship,
And I accepted just waiting around for someone to maybe be like, oh, you're worth it.
Let's give you another chance or just hoping that that person will look at me in a way that's different if I wait around long enough.
So I had to look at all of that and be honest with myself and say, even as I'm talking to you right now, I'm like,
losing my breath because those stories had a home inside of me for so long that now when I look at them with this new awareness that's like, I understand I accepted that, I understand my self-esteem was so low, I understand my self-worth was so low, I betrayed myself, I abandoned myself, I did those things because that's my survival.
But now as the new me, I'm not looking to survive anymore, I'm looking to thrive.
So I had to give myself that understanding and empathy and say, that's okay that we dealt with all of that.
Now we're not doing that anymore.
There's no room for that inside of you anymore.
So take the deep breath, welcome the new emotion and live this life of yours the way that you want to instead of continuing to be ruled by the past.
Yeah.
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