Nicole Yade
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441 appearances
1 recordings
1 series
first heard Jul 2026
last heard 30 Jul
Nicole Yade’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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I'm about to have to stop working.
I'm reliant on this person.
I didn't have like a safe home base to go back to, you know, so that I felt really isolated and really alone.
And that was additionally kind of scary.
I've lost count, honestly.
I couldn't tell you, hand on heart, I couldn't tell you the amount of times that I was back and forth.
Part of that was because I would leave and then he would beg me to come back and at different times he would say, you know, I'll kill myself if you leave.
Absolutely.
You know, some of the most romantic moments in my life happened in that period.
You know, like he would, you know, say, I love you.
You're the only one for me.
I promise to, you know, stop drinking.
I promise to go to counselling.
You know, no one loves you like I do.
Yeah, I had a fantasy, I guess, about how I would raise my daughter and how my daughter's life would be different to the kind of family life that I had growing up.
You know, that kind of fantasy had been, you know, 24 years in the making around how I wanted it to be so different when I had kids.
And that took a while to kind of let go of as well, you know.
It's like the thud of reality not being what you'd really hoped for and the grief, the real grief around that.
I mean, I'd love to say that the final time I left, I kind of left, you know, really feeling
proud and making a really clear decision and walking out the door with my head held high but it wasn't like that at all and it's not like that for a lot of people sadly the last time I left I was dragged I left you know I I was dragged out of the house by my hair and
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