Nikki Mammano

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368 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard Jul 2026 last heard 30 Jul

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Uncorking a Story · Nikki Mamanno on Breaking Good · 30 Jul 2026 podcast

And it's a beautiful, painful scene in a motel room where I'm ready to go out.

And I find out right after that, that I'm pregnant.

And there I have a choice to make, you know, because I was so close to dying and I knew it.

And then later, as people will see in the book, I did have a relapse.

And again, that's because I got clean for that reason.

And I really dug in and did the best I could, but I hadn't done the work.

And until I did the work, I wasn't going to be free from it fully.

And then later with the relapse, it was like, what am I doing?

I had come so far.

I had built this community.

I was a mom.

And I had been introduced back to drugs because of physical ailments.

I needed them medically.

And that was really unfortunate.

I don't regret it because it pushed me to a deeper healing.

It pushed me to the healing.

I would have lived my life clean, but again, like that dry, that dry drunk type thing where I was clean and I was doing the work and yes, I had established a life and friendships and all sorts of stuff, but I wasn't healed.

And so,

you know, I believe we're given the lessons where we need to be given.

And so, you know, that to me was an opportunity for more growth to go deeper.

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