Steven Zuber

Not to say there aren't animals with crippling injuries that hurt all the time, but that's different than idiopathic back pain, you know?

Okay, I had a similar interaction with somebody they called me while they were on.

I don't know if I forget what psychedelic they're on, but they were in a bathtub, but they're at a party with friends and the friends called me because this guy wanted to talk to me.

And he was saying he forgot how to breathe.

But I was like, but you are breathing.

Yeah, but I have to I have to do it.

You know, it's like, and there was a panic there that you

Yeah, I mean, I wouldn't want to be in charge of the beating of my heart either, you know, like, but that's not the same thing as like, me having competing desires to do things.

And some of them are higher order.

cognition than others.

So on the one hand, it'd be nice to be more scrutable to myself.

Why am I in a bad mood or something, right?

But you can kind of already, at least to the extent that for questions like that, maybe if I thought about this question longer, I'd think of better answers, but you can kind of get past a large part of the problems of having a subconscious

And then what's left is kind of like this just mysterious fun, you know, like to put it in a maybe in Inyash language, you know, you're dancing at the club and there's this there's a woman that's alluring and you can't quite put your finger on it.

Isn't it fun not to be able to put your finger on it?

Isn't there kind of a fun mystique to wonder, you know?

If your subconscious was immediately able to communicate to you in articulate ways of, oh, well, it's exactly this.

There's some loss of that mystique.

Yeah.

The rest of that line goes on to say, is Buddhism actually evil?