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gone back to that in a certain sense? Yes, I think so. I've had other situations where similar things in that situationship were mimicked, right? But the good thing was I knew to catch them sooner because I was like, that was enough. I know how I should be treated. I don't want to be treated like that again. And it was on me.

It was me who had to hold myself accountable in order to make sure that that didn't repeat. And I think we need to ask ourselves this question because there is a romance to getting hurt. There is this kind of struggle that you like to go through that like, I'm in so much pain, but I love this person when really you're just lusting over them. There is that.

It was me who had to hold myself accountable in order to make sure that that didn't repeat. And I think we need to ask ourselves this question because there is a romance to getting hurt. There is this kind of struggle that you like to go through that like, I'm in so much pain, but I love this person when really you're just lusting over them. There is that.

It was me who had to hold myself accountable in order to make sure that that didn't repeat. And I think we need to ask ourselves this question because there is a romance to getting hurt. There is this kind of struggle that you like to go through that like, I'm in so much pain, but I love this person when really you're just lusting over them. There is that.

I'm not going to sit here and act like it's not one of the craziest feelings in the world. When you are in a toxic situationship, relationship, whatever, friendship, it's kind of like you are fighting for somebody's attention. You are fighting for somebody to like you back. And it's a high that you just... You have to experience it to understand it. And once you do, you realize that it's just...

I'm not going to sit here and act like it's not one of the craziest feelings in the world. When you are in a toxic situationship, relationship, whatever, friendship, it's kind of like you are fighting for somebody's attention. You are fighting for somebody to like you back. And it's a high that you just... You have to experience it to understand it. And once you do, you realize that it's just...

I'm not going to sit here and act like it's not one of the craziest feelings in the world. When you are in a toxic situationship, relationship, whatever, friendship, it's kind of like you are fighting for somebody's attention. You are fighting for somebody to like you back. And it's a high that you just... You have to experience it to understand it. And once you do, you realize that it's just...

the after effect the post relationship realizations you have are bad they're they're really they're rough they're really rough because you give up so much of yourself to try to make someone realize that you're special it's not off off the bat it's it's like a i have to earn their trust i have to earn everything and and At some point, I was just like, I've had enough of that.

the after effect the post relationship realizations you have are bad they're they're really they're rough they're really rough because you give up so much of yourself to try to make someone realize that you're special it's not off off the bat it's it's like a i have to earn their trust i have to earn everything and and At some point, I was just like, I've had enough of that.

the after effect the post relationship realizations you have are bad they're they're really they're rough they're really rough because you give up so much of yourself to try to make someone realize that you're special it's not off off the bat it's it's like a i have to earn their trust i have to earn everything and and At some point, I was just like, I've had enough of that.

I've had enough of that. I don't want to have to keep proving that I am a good person in a relationship. I want someone to already like that in me and see that in me. I can't be sitting here and trying to convince the other person that I'm worthy. I can't do that.

I've had enough of that. I don't want to have to keep proving that I am a good person in a relationship. I want someone to already like that in me and see that in me. I can't be sitting here and trying to convince the other person that I'm worthy. I can't do that.

I've had enough of that. I don't want to have to keep proving that I am a good person in a relationship. I want someone to already like that in me and see that in me. I can't be sitting here and trying to convince the other person that I'm worthy. I can't do that.

And since then, I've found so much solace in just returning that energy that I was just throwing out, trying to find somebody, just putting it on myself. I was like returning the spotlight on myself and being like, well, let me just try for me. Let me just show up for me. Let me low-key date myself. That's so corny, but it's true. It's so true. I feel like

And since then, I've found so much solace in just returning that energy that I was just throwing out, trying to find somebody, just putting it on myself. I was like returning the spotlight on myself and being like, well, let me just try for me. Let me just show up for me. Let me low-key date myself. That's so corny, but it's true. It's so true. I feel like

And since then, I've found so much solace in just returning that energy that I was just throwing out, trying to find somebody, just putting it on myself. I was like returning the spotlight on myself and being like, well, let me just try for me. Let me just show up for me. Let me low-key date myself. That's so corny, but it's true. It's so true. I feel like

We try to seek out things in other people because they're missing in ourselves. And there's a good chance you're hearing this and you're thinking, dang, yeah, I low-key have been doing that. I have been looking for comfort in other people and validation in other people because I can't validate myself or I don't feel like I have the tools necessary to build myself up.

We try to seek out things in other people because they're missing in ourselves. And there's a good chance you're hearing this and you're thinking, dang, yeah, I low-key have been doing that. I have been looking for comfort in other people and validation in other people because I can't validate myself or I don't feel like I have the tools necessary to build myself up.

We try to seek out things in other people because they're missing in ourselves. And there's a good chance you're hearing this and you're thinking, dang, yeah, I low-key have been doing that. I have been looking for comfort in other people and validation in other people because I can't validate myself or I don't feel like I have the tools necessary to build myself up.

I think a lot of people get into these kind of patterns of cycling through partners or cycling through friendships and different dynamics because they're just trying to find a reason To believe they're a good person and they're worthy of something. And everyone's worthy of something. Everyone's worthy of love. Everyone's worthy of respect.