470: My life is good, so why am I drinking too much?

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Why do I keep drinking when everything in my life feels good?

Rachel Hart 0:00
Why is it that everything in your life is good except for your drinking? This is such a confusing place to be because it doesn't fit our usual narratives about why people struggle with alcohol. This is episode 470, and today I'm going to talk about why exactly this happens and also why the answer isn't about digging for some hidden trauma or secret unhappiness, but instead understanding how we relate to a very universal human experience. Whether you want to drink less or stop drinking, this podcast will help you change the habit from the inside out. We're challenging conventional wisdom about why people drink and why it can be hard to resist temptation. No labels, no judgment, just practical tools to take control of your desire and stop worrying about your drinking.
Rachel Hart 0:51
Now here's your host, Rachel Hart. One of the most confusing experiences that people can have with their drinking is taking a look at their life and thinking, nothing's wrong. My life is actually really good. I have a lot to be thankful for. So why am I stuck in this cycle of drinking too much? I will tell you, I work with people who find themselves in this situation all the time. Now, sometimes it's really apparent that some of your behaviors around drinking are connected to something happening in your life that's not great. Maybe you feel anxious or stressed out. Maybe you're going through a really difficult time or a messy transition. And it makes sense that you're like, oh yes, drink, please. I don't want to feel this way.
Rachel Hart 1:37
I just want to stop thinking. I don't want to be in my head anymore.

How does everyday dissatisfaction fuel over‑drinking even without major problems?

Rachel Hart 1:40
I just want to feel good. But many people have a totally different experience. You might feel really happy. Like your life is really good. Like you don't actually have any real problems at all. Or that you're really lucky or grateful for what you have. And then you're stuck wondering, well Why if everything is so good? Why can't I figure out my drinking? Why does my day feel incomplete without a drink or why is it hard to stop at one or two? And I think so many people get stuck here and feel really confused because we have been taught to associate struggling with alcohol with people having bigger problems, things like depression or trauma or job loss or going through financial insecurity. The idea that how much you drink is connected to how unhappy you are.
Rachel Hart 2:32
But I think that explanation misses something really important because a lot of people I work with are not unhappy. They just don't like feeling dissatisfied. They don't like restricting themselves. They don't like that feeling of I want more, and I don't want to stop myself from having what I want. And that's what I want to dig into today. How you relate to feeling dissatisfied. Because not being satisfied is a normal part of the human experience, no matter what is happening in your life.

Why does the feeling of wanting more feel wrong, and how does it drive the urge for another drink?

Rachel Hart 3:06
You don't need a bunch of problems to be dissatisfied. In fact, so often the most intense dissatisfied. Satisfaction comes when people have so much of what they want. Now I will say this, and it really did blow my mind when I finally understood this. Human beings are not meant to arrive at a state of permanent satisfaction. And I know that sounds strange because a lot of us, myself included, adopted this idea that if my life is objectively good, then I should also feel good. I shouldn't be unhappy. I shouldn't be restless. I should just enjoy what I have. And I should feel really satisfied with my life. I shouldn't be wanting or craving more. But dissatisfaction is not actually evidence that something has gone wrong.
Rachel Hart 3:58
I like to just chalk it up to part of being human. Think about it. If humans were completely satisfied all the time, why would we do anything at all? There would be nothing pushing us to grow, to explore, to create, to change. We wouldn't seek out new experiences. We would just stay put because we would be happy where we were. Dissatisfaction is part and parcel with having a human brain that has desire. Now, what I have come to see is that the real issue is when we tell ourselves that we have so much, we shouldn't feel dissatisfied when our life is so good.

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