Antoinette Lattouf

It's really fucked.

Yeah, agree.

Yeah, thanks for saying it.

You boasted about other people doing horrible, horrible things.

No, you didn't.

There would be a lot of women listening, I think, relating to you, not in the level and the public element of it, but I think in that grief of what I could have been, women that have been through domestic violence, that have been through messy divorces, that have, you know, had custody battles or that have been ill or injured or there are so many –

Women that have been just completely had their lives decimated by something unexpected and there is that grief of how what you could have been.

How do you deal with that?

Because something that I really, particularly in the past year, I mean you'll hear when my book comes out what the hell happened.

Yeah.

When is your book coming out?

I'm in October.

I'm going through it.

It's so much work.

It's so much work.

It's so much work.

And especially when it's about an emotional thing, I keep going to write, having a panic attack and then going back to write.

But how do you deal with that?

with that grief of potential.

I know.