Harrison James
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1,537 appearances
4 recordings
4 series
first heard May 2026
last heard 8 Jul
Harrison James’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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To keep the peace.
And yeah, and like, I was always preempting, you know, a violent blow up or, you know, the worst possible thing that could happen.
So I was always 10 steps ahead, even as a child.
And that formed into, you know, anxiety and all these awful things where you're constantly preempting the worst possible outcome to save yourself.
And you would, I was constantly reverse engineering my next move.
Yeah, and fear.
And, you know, that's common amongst survivors of domestic and family violence.
It's, you know, not just amongst children too, but amongst women in domestic violence relationships.
You know, it's a common, fawning is a common, you know, retreat practice to ensure that you're safe.
Yeah, and that's how I was raised.
And I think that's...
sort of that progression and that slow erosion of my own identity.
I didn't have my own identity.
But that sort of primed me for the sexual abuse I went on to, to experience, unfortunately.
It just came through.
And I remember, yeah, I was on the...
thing that you're talking about within the book was when I was sitting on the top, the top bunk and my mother, my dad came home in this drunken rage of fury and his head was like bright red.
I remember it being like beetroot red almost.
And he was abusing mum and
mum i think mum as felt mum was pregnant and i felt as though she thought coming into our room would put him at bay but then he took his belt off cornered her and went to but i jumped on his back from the top bunk and i remember i don't remember what like i don't remember a specific
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