Sawyer (Mel's daughter)

No, seriously, what was great about it? I felt like when I was mad at you, then you actually gave me the time of day. And it wasn't until I was in tears or I needed help or I needed some advice, aka your career, that you actually... genuinely were paying attention to me without your phone in your hand, without thinking about other things.

It was almost like if I was in trouble or I was mad at you or I was in a emergency situation, that is when I would get your full attention and that is the only time I would get your full attention. And so I felt like I was training you unconsciously. Like I had no idea that I was doing this, but that I was training you to come closer to me whenever I was mad at you. Wow.

It was almost like if I was in trouble or I was mad at you or I was in a emergency situation, that is when I would get your full attention and that is the only time I would get your full attention. And so I felt like I was training you unconsciously. Like I had no idea that I was doing this, but that I was training you to come closer to me whenever I was mad at you. Wow.

It was almost like if I was in trouble or I was mad at you or I was in a emergency situation, that is when I would get your full attention and that is the only time I would get your full attention. And so I felt like I was training you unconsciously. Like I had no idea that I was doing this, but that I was training you to come closer to me whenever I was mad at you. Wow.

It was all because I looked up to you and wanted to be you. And... I think that that was like the same thing with Kendall too. It was like, I just wanted to be her and I didn't know how to communicate that.

It was all because I looked up to you and wanted to be you. And... I think that that was like the same thing with Kendall too. It was like, I just wanted to be her and I didn't know how to communicate that.

It was all because I looked up to you and wanted to be you. And... I think that that was like the same thing with Kendall too. It was like, I just wanted to be her and I didn't know how to communicate that.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm.

And so instead of being like, I'm so proud of you, I want to learn from you, I want to go in the same direction, or I don't know what I want to do, but I think what you're doing is so cool. Instead, I was just like, I can never do that. And so therefore, I'm going to punish them.

And so instead of being like, I'm so proud of you, I want to learn from you, I want to go in the same direction, or I don't know what I want to do, but I think what you're doing is so cool. Instead, I was just like, I can never do that. And so therefore, I'm going to punish them.

And so instead of being like, I'm so proud of you, I want to learn from you, I want to go in the same direction, or I don't know what I want to do, but I think what you're doing is so cool. Instead, I was just like, I can never do that. And so therefore, I'm going to punish them.

So I quit my job and I go to Asia for four months and backpack solo to seven different countries. And it was so amazing. I was on such a high. I came back from my trip. I immediately wanted to go back, but I had no money. And it was the middle of winter up in Vermont. I have moved back home, living with my parents at 25.

So I quit my job and I go to Asia for four months and backpack solo to seven different countries. And it was so amazing. I was on such a high. I came back from my trip. I immediately wanted to go back, but I had no money. And it was the middle of winter up in Vermont. I have moved back home, living with my parents at 25.

So I quit my job and I go to Asia for four months and backpack solo to seven different countries. And it was so amazing. I was on such a high. I came back from my trip. I immediately wanted to go back, but I had no money. And it was the middle of winter up in Vermont. I have moved back home, living with my parents at 25.

A year ago, almost to the day.

A year ago, almost to the day.

A year ago, almost to the day.

And so I hope it is. I love you, but I hope it is. Well, I'm still living here for everyone. But I thought it was temporary. And so I thought this is going to be a great refresh. I'm going to move to New York. I'm going to get a job within like three weeks of getting back like this will be totally fine. And then I get back and I just crumble with everything. I am crying every day.