Jonny Miller
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1,544 appearances
4 recordings
4 series
first heard Apr 2026
last heard 2d ago
Jonny Miller’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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These these waves could actually come through.
And I I remember one particular experience where I was I was approaching her memorial bench on a on a beach in in the UK.
And as I was moving towards it, I could I could like feel this this like big wave of grief coming through.
And I just I just like collapsed on my knees and I allowed it to to pour through me.
It was just bawling my eyes out.
And
The experience was was actually it was like it was like surprising because it was actually like it was just like love.
It was like like wow, I just like feel such deep love for her.
And this isn't it's not like it's not like bad.
It's not like poor me.
It's like it's like it's I just feel this like raw aliveness.
And for me that it like shifted my perspective on grief as like, oh, this really bad thing.
And and obviously
Obviously it like I wish that I could go back and change things, but the actual experience of grief itself was just just like
Like love, frankly.
I think that, at least for me, the grief was losing parts of my identity.
Um, it was, you know, the the the present part of me that thought he was about to get married, that you know, had this five-year plan.
And then there was the like future, the the life that I'd imagined for us, like the kids we're gonna have, where we're gonna live, all of those things was just kind of self-combusted.
And I think that loss of identity.
Is what actually creates a lot of that grief.
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